I have been living with the affect of this portrait for the past three years but have never seen it in person. Breonna Taylor by Amy Sherald has been vibrating under my skin as I have examined the portrait, read about it, cried over it, and written about it. Soon I will get to see it in person. The Whitney Museum of Art is hosting a traveling survey of Sherald’s paintings, opening April 6th, but that is not what this blog post is about.
This portrait has a charge to it. This charge is called affect. Affect is the energy that swirls inside our bodies when we come into contact with other affected things. It’s as if affect is bouncing off of one object, body, or environment and into other bodies. In this case, affective reactions are elicited through the story of Breonna Taylor’s killing and the protests her murder inspired. It comes through the knowledge that this portrait was commissioned by Vanity Fair magazine at the insistence of journalist Ta-Nehisi Coates. It comes from the incredible softness of the image and the contrast of colors. It comes from seeing the tiny detail of a wedding band on Taylor’s right ring finger. Why? Her partner Kenneth Walker was getting ready to propose. It also comes from learning, through my dissertation research, that this portrait is the favorite representation Tamika Palmer has seen of her daughter.
- Take a minute to jot down how the body is responding and make note of the influence of the environment.
- Turn inwards through some mindful breaths.
- Take a walk and change the environment. This will also shift the mood.
- And ask questions! I love chatting with the gallery attendants or security. They are with the artwork all day and get to know it through this constant connection.